life or something like it !

Forest Gump's mammah told him that "life is a box of chocolates..ull never know what flavor ull get the next time".. my mammah told me "study u worthless piece of 19 yr old blolb " but we dont want to go there. After a series of dark blogs, i had promised myself that ill write something cheerful, something that will put a smile on ur faces and a thinking cap on your heads. has there ever been a moment in your life when u have felt 'alive'.. true its the most cliched thing that one may be asked.. but ask urself again.. just this once.. when was the last time you ever felt ALIVE.. like your life had some meaning some relevance in tha larger scheme of things.. when was the last time u felt that IF U DIED HERE n NOW.. some1 somewhere will shed a drop of tear..in ur remembrance... i did promise myself a happy blog.. so let me tell you the last time i felt gods might... it was a lazy tuesday afternoon.. say 4 30..off the coast of Cairns, Australia...where we were diving into the pacific ocean... that was my box of chocolates and i hoped with all my faith that i wouldnt be left with something that tasted like horse-feed.. it was anything but.. the moment u dive into the ocean.. your life changes.. changes in that split second where you fumble to adapt to breathing underwater.. but that is what one lives for..the peace,tranquility and no distractions.. No ringing of phone.. no nudging of messengers.. no1 to tell u wat 2 do.. all u can hear is ur own heart beat.. its sound is inroxicating.. prolly the reason why i ever felt alive for those 100 mins in the ocean.. the sound is magical... its like an orgasm (after sex with a real person..u wierdos)..no1 can feel that sound.. unless u have been-there-done-that.. silly attempts with a docs sthetescopes would be analogous to poor attempts at masturbation ( yes im wierd too )...staying on the topic... they say writing is like creative masturbation.. so my mates.. im done.. i gotta wash up now !!!