In- nocence or telligence ! ? !
its funny... i have been waiting for this day.. fr so long. but it has come and gone like the other 364. ITwas the day of freedom, of liberty from the clutches of varsity syllabi.. but it had mundane written all over it. I feel no euphoria.. no sense of survival.. all i feel is exhaustion. My legs no longer want to haul my fatass all around, my back n i have an abusive marriage of sorts and my mind is now as tired as the chick who did the houston-620. but yeah.. im here to jus let my thots roll.. and hopefully the juggernaut will sweep u away.
Why is it that u feel the most fuckd up.. when u have nothing to do.. probably.. the armour of the routine doesnt cover ur ass anymore.It feels funny to look at the stack of books in my room.. and think... " holy mother of god.. have i read through all of them ". Two years ago, id have not even opened the book if it were more than 250 pages. But thats hw it is now.. u Have to do wat u HAVE to do. coming to the point of this blog..
How has your/my life changed ?.. Better still how has LIFE changed us ?
this is a tricky question coz no1 really has the balls to admit that they are no longer the sweet school going kid who is adored by their parents, teachers,neighbors, blah blah..
U are no longer the apple of any1's eyes.. ud do well to even make " an eyesore " of some1s eyes.
Life has changedme in more ways than that could be explored by means of a tired man writing a tired blog, more so in the last three four years.
It is only normal that you get smarter as you get older. you get an idea of how " stuff " works. But it also teaches u to outthink and outwit most others. It may be fr good or fr bad, but it makes u say somethings that u regret later when in a melancholistic reminisce. You wish you hadnt said something wise crack.. or atleast not phrased it like hw it was meant to sound. I wouldnt know abt ull but, LIFE is a bitch of a teacher.. probably like that math teachin bloodsucking bitch that taught u tables frm 1 thru 20 in STD 2. But now the difference is that she wouldnt be satisfied with your parents signature on your "calendar/diary".. this bitch will only stop when ur dead. coz life is a lesson, u learn it when u are through... this abstractness of a changing life is very hard to put down in words. But a friend of mine did those wid four words spread over two lines. when i first heard em, it hit me, and boom...
" Innocence stays,intelligence lost,
Intelligence stays,innocence frost."
- Priya 'uniquely psychotic/fun ' Mani
Why is it that u feel the most fuckd up.. when u have nothing to do.. probably.. the armour of the routine doesnt cover ur ass anymore.It feels funny to look at the stack of books in my room.. and think... " holy mother of god.. have i read through all of them ". Two years ago, id have not even opened the book if it were more than 250 pages. But thats hw it is now.. u Have to do wat u HAVE to do. coming to the point of this blog..
How has your/my life changed ?.. Better still how has LIFE changed us ?
this is a tricky question coz no1 really has the balls to admit that they are no longer the sweet school going kid who is adored by their parents, teachers,neighbors, blah blah..
U are no longer the apple of any1's eyes.. ud do well to even make " an eyesore " of some1s eyes.
Life has changedme in more ways than that could be explored by means of a tired man writing a tired blog, more so in the last three four years.
It is only normal that you get smarter as you get older. you get an idea of how " stuff " works. But it also teaches u to outthink and outwit most others. It may be fr good or fr bad, but it makes u say somethings that u regret later when in a melancholistic reminisce. You wish you hadnt said something wise crack.. or atleast not phrased it like hw it was meant to sound. I wouldnt know abt ull but, LIFE is a bitch of a teacher.. probably like that math teachin bloodsucking bitch that taught u tables frm 1 thru 20 in STD 2. But now the difference is that she wouldnt be satisfied with your parents signature on your "calendar/diary".. this bitch will only stop when ur dead. coz life is a lesson, u learn it when u are through... this abstractness of a changing life is very hard to put down in words. But a friend of mine did those wid four words spread over two lines. when i first heard em, it hit me, and boom...
" Innocence stays,intelligence lost,
Intelligence stays,innocence frost."
- Priya 'uniquely psychotic/fun ' Mani
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