Monday, October 09, 2006

When the music stops !!!

The idea of the 'i' somehow..seems to fascinate and scare the shit out of me.. at the same time.. wierd though.. talking about myself comes naturally to me.. just like...well..putting my foot in my own mouth..
You see..i havent blogged for quite some time now.. why and how are immaterial questions.. but the fact remains.. i would require atleast a couple of posts on this stupid page to shake off the muck and the rust.. so folks bear with me.. or like hell.. get lost.. see the back button on top.. yea that green one.. its like ur eject button.. quite like your oxygen mask..if the (my) opinions here get too pungent for your liking...

have u had one of those days.. the clock seems to have a life of its own.. stopping at will.. whizzing pas at other times.. ever observed it..closely.. ever wondered the significance of the moving hand.. something that would never ever happen again.. that second.. those hours are gone.. yea gone.. done n dusted for eternity.. if only you could hold on to those clockhands are wrench it the other way.. hoping against hope to turn back time.. turn back time and do what.. what ?? make decisions.. take a second shot.. remake some others.. shun most.. and burn the rest..
The only thing that seems to swing now is the mood.. swinging that will put the pendulum to shame.. for the depths of despair..to even deeper shit.. the only light u see is the sunlight from the wrong site of the shit-pot. angry are u ? angry .. why ?? what ?? at whom ?? if u cant answer them.. thend dude.. ur one of us.. the not-a-clue anonymous.. big club..ours is.. you wouldnt beleive.. ya even if u didnt.. like i even cared.. ya bah !!
What coudl have been.. could have changed.. is quite like the other side of the moon.. no1 has a fuckin clue.. then again.. who cares abt the other side.. the flipside..what awaits us.. what could.. this is like that ? like the flipside ?? no1 cares ?? i dont blv it.. they do.. we all do.. just that we live in denial.. engineering makes u take the 'ignorance is bliss' shit... way too seriously....

so IGNORANCE IS BLISS.. let me go to hell.....

"if all the world's a stage.. then we all are horribly underprepared "

- Why do u care !!

1 Comments:

Blogger freeverse said...

ur writing makes my bloody head whiz. ur thoughts go way too fast. slow down, slow down .... really ... dont miss out on the broader picture. rem?

8:45 AM  

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